This book is the first one in a series called the Ruby Oliver series. It is about a girl named Ruby Oliver who starts to have panic attacks because her life goes downhill. In a matter of two weeks, she loses her boyfriend and all of her friends. Her very best friend, Kim, steals her boyfriend, but Kim said she "followed the rules" so she expected Ruby to get over it. Then Ruby kisses her ex-boyfriend, now Kim's boyfriend, at aparty and the meanest girl in school sees it. Everyone then finds out about it and Ruby loses her two remaining friends. Because of this Ruby starts having panic attacks and has to go see a counselor. HEr counselor makes her make a list of all of he boys she has ever even thought about just to sort things out, and Ruby threw the list away at school. Kim grabbed the list out o the garbage and put it all around the school. Everyone thought the boys on the list were guys she had done stuff with so she became know as the school slut.